Restless Grudge

To be on the edge, a hardly reached goal
Admiration and esteem are the tasty meals
That you love to enjoy 'til the last breath
As far as an earthquake shakes your ego

And then you begin to claim your assumed right
To be superior, better than who excels
Your look is reproachful, vexed and hostile
But your try to deny obvious by appearing seraphic

Your blood boils for a sensation
That is impossible to control.
Regret and grudge pervades your mind
Blurring good intellect and reason

Hate is increasing for those who you respect
Treat as an equal, admire and love
And when their glory and excellence rises
Your mind gets filled with negative influences

And while their luck increases, you collapse into the void
Watching their every moves from afar

WINNERS, in your cursing eyes
Those who succeed, easily
OBSTACLES, insurmontable for you
Envy is a confession of inferiority

Your only joy is to see suffering
Those who have what you desire

But that pain that you wish for, overcomes you
And your thoughts' evilness hits you