Acceptance

Standing - standing in front of the mirror
Staring - into hollow eyes again
Confronting - me with myself
Watching - helpless self-inflicted pain
Suffering - under these circumstances
Feeling - broken and misused
Knowing - that i'm living a lie
Acceptance - that i'm unable to deny
Acceptance

Remembering - how it used to be
Drowning - in sorrow and ecstasy
Growing - like a cancer in me
Turning - myself into the enemy

I'm trapped -
With my back against the wall
Frustration - takes its all
I'm trapped -
With my back against the wall
Frustration - let frustration take its tall

No need - no need to talk to myself again
No need - to think that i can change the way i am
No need - to fool myself around again
Needing - to accept what i am

I feel the need to accept that
I'm not the one i thought i am

Acceptance