In My Darkest Hour

In my hour of need, ha, no, you were not there
And though I reached out for you, wouldn’t lend a hand
Through the darkest hour, grace did not shine on me
Feel so cold, very cold, no one cares for me

Did you ever think I get lonely
Did you ever think that I needed love
Did you ever think to stop thinking
You’re the only one that I’m thinking of

You’ll never know how hard I tried
To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better when I’m dead and gone
Don’t try to understand, knowing you, I’m probably wrong

But oh, how I lived my life for you, still you turned away
Now as I die for you, my flesh still crawls as I breathe your name
All these years I thought I was wrong, now I know it was you
Raise your head, raise your face, your eyes, tell me who you think you are?

I walk, I walk alone into the promised land
There’s a better place for me but it’s far, far away
Everlasting life for me in a perfect world, but I gotta die first
Please God send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time
Loneliness is not only felt by fools
Alone I call to ease the pain
Yearning to be held by you, alone, so alone, I’m lost

Consumed by the pain
The pain, the pain, the pain
Won’t you hold me again
You just laughed, “ha ha”, bitch

My whole life is work built on the past
But the time has come when all things shall pass
This good thing passed away