And I Crave To Die

All my life I had this view
Of the world we are living in
I never questioned that it´s true
Till the day that changed everything

Suddenly it falls apart
There is no doubt, there´s no denial
I walked upon a hollow path
I based my life upon a lie
And I crave to die

Now I´m doomed
This knowlegde shakes my very core
Like a rat it nags at my battered soul
I cannot take it anymore

But still I can see the truth
Pointedly sharp like a knife
And there´s nothing I can do
I based my life upon a lie
And I crave to die

Now I am a broken man
My foundation´s gone astray
And as I wait for death to come
I remember yesterday

No doubt, no hesitation
Clear mind, sharp eyes
I knew my place, I knew my mission
All gone so am I