Painful Desicion

Lost good sense in abrupt flash
inconscient delirious
Perplexed feelings occupy
chaotic distraught mind
Jerkiness devours inside


Feeling pain shedding tears
only dust from your fantasies
Addiction with scare
still jailed in devil`s cell
Mental collapse disability
panic supports insanity
Torturous anguish in your head
Final warning before the End


Satan's destruction goes through you
Drugs control and rule abusing
Desperation with a painful scream
one shot magic nonrecurring dream
When you want to be in paradise
grip fist and stretch your arm


One breathe is enough and you can join them
completely into dark until you go insane
Paranoic brain leads you as puppet
noobody will save you stabbed bodies are falling

Graves of millions of victims
holes of devil¥s laughter
When you feel the coffin of captivity
then you start to perceive fact of life
What will follow?
Hard goodbyes
addictive drugs confusing your mind
Painful desicion
When you want to go to the other side
Just struggle against the sorrow
against the pain against the fear
Believe in better tommorow
Timidness can't discourage you