T.D.S. (Take It As You Will)

The needing of needles
Prick my skin
Cold blood is boiling
Start the binge

Aggressive injection
The track marks run
Intended suppression
Finale has begun

Cold death awaits me now
Infect, dissect my brain devoured
I’m needing another shot to please
My poison, my life-line, it drops me to my knees

Inject! Addiction!
Straight to my jugular vein
To withdrawal! I can’t take! I need more!
Please, shoot me up, numb the pain

No dimebags, no quarters
I’ll take the gram
The heroin, quick fix
A mainline slam

Speed ball, it’s rolling
Turns all the time
Ingesting, infesting
It infiltrates my mind

Quick pulse!
My heart can’t take
Pounding!
Surrounding all my veins
I’m nauseous
And playing the basket case
Die slowly, die painful
On my strung-out face

To inject! Addiction! Infection!
Straight to my jugular vein
To withdrawal! I can’t take! I need more!
Please, shoot me up, numb the pain

Hello world, I’m your residential drug pusher
You kids, they buy from me
Base of coke, a slam of seed
They know I’ve got the cure

Just a punk, I’m untouchable by the law
Court room catastrophe
A simple slap upon my wrist
And then they set me free

Body cold, I pound away on his chest in fear
Empty lungs, a cardiac arrest is evidently clear
No one told me that these drugs I take would kill
They just front away and then send you the fuckin’ bill

Cold displeasured face
Look of pain, look of waste
I’ve seen the damages done
Too many times I’ve witnessed
I’ve witnessed it run

Run through your veins alive
Feeding on your mind
Controlling you from inside
No longer with us now
Pusher’s voice it calls you, cower now

Come with me child, child of fate
A shot to numb your feelings
Embrace this death, a quick passage
Your pulse hits the ceiling

No need for ties, no ties to life
The life you’ve left to linger
It was your choice so hold your voice
And don’t point your finger