Me And My 4 Walls

Who's a true friend?
Maybe the one talkin' to you?
Or the one you've drunk with?
No answer has been found
There could be millions all around
Loneliness, a tough state of mind
Friendliness, easy way fo life
But, why being a friend to someone to hate
Feelings an' emotions are so different

Like black & white
Like love & hate
Like day & night

Standin' still all alone
«Get down, it's time to move»
Days after days
Tryin' to catch sense time
Of a false happiness
What? Yeah, I was alone
Me an' my four walls
Locked in my imaginary world
Where Ev'rything clicked alright
Never cared watchin' outside
People who helped me
Never ask for money but
Just a little from my disturned being
I acted like a tough man
But the dark months
Was still hauntin' me

Felt like a sorcerer
Livin' in the middle age
Findin' new ways
For a deathless elixir
So far I've no regrets
Ever did as I always want to do
Without smashin' feelings
Of people weaker than me
Curious people tryin' to know
What your hidden secrets are
That's what disturbed me
I share what I want to share
Or else, stick to your newspapers
Where gossips are the way to be
Here it is, just some words
But they don't rhyme well
What a fuck, feelings are not a show
But I'm sure my friends
Know what these words means to me