Internal Suffered Pain

Cripple mood, serenity dissection
A wound is not the only way to hurt my situation
Inside or outside there's no distinction
Calculated actions of intense attrition
Death for me would be a liberation
A devastating slowly suffered suffocation
Imagine a way without complications
Unfortunately this road leads to an obvious termination

Feel the pain - now - can you feel the verbal blade?

Knife or voice I don't care
Your purpose is the same, it's not fair
Now cut my throat
A thousands other way to make me worse

Drilled bones
Feelings raped
Soul eroded
From bad to worse

Twist again your blade in my tortured guts
It's impossible now for you to make another cut
Your sharp tongue instead is able to bring me down
I cannot quantify my pain tolerance

Do you know that penetrating pain?
There's no way, it overtakes, the threshold of my pain

Now darkness descends on my agonizing head
My blood could be refreshed and my wound healed itself
But the signs on me won't simply go away
And this signs on me will remember me the pain

Feel my pain - can you see? My internal suffered pain

Knife or voice I don't care
Your purpose is the same, it's not fair
Now cut my throat
A thousands other way to make me worse

Drilled bones
Feelings raped
Soul eroded
Suffered pain

Internal - suffered - pain